[原创]it is my phone number

　　Wandering aimlessly about the city streets with heavy steps and heavier mood,i thought of nothing,gloomily looking up and down the glaring city.It is kind of late,twelve or so o’oclok.I even forgot i had not had my meal and taken in a drop of water since nine o’oclok in the morning.Many familiar and sad chinese classical verses jumped into my mind while i walked,leting me feel more depressed.why is it so?

　　Then i got into a bar consciouslessly or ,more accurately speaking ,it is thirst and hunger that led me into it.i forgot how long i had so walked and now i really felt very tired.I flung myself  into an armchair in-exhaling deeply and slowly.

　　“How can i help you ,sir？”

　　“Oh,a glass of beer”

　　“Ok,just a minute”

　　After feeling a bit relaxed ,i directed my eyes through the bar,not many people,very quiet and comfortable.Perhapse i indeed was too weary.

　　Then came my beverage.I sipped a big mouth  and then put it on the table,with my eyes gazing at the beerglass considering nothing and my fingers turning it to and fro,from side to side.

　　The music was sort of blue,just like my mood.I dont know how long i had sitted at the table.

　　“Hi,is there other one at this table?”asked a middleaged lady with a somewhat long and hazel hair.

　　“No,just me”i replied.

　　“Do you mind my sitting here being a chatmate of you?”

　　“Of course not,you please.”

　　Then i can clearly look how the woman looks like：big eyes but not very attractive due to her age,on her chinese white face,very pretty nose and lip,slim and well-dressed.I could imagine the look when she was in her youth age.Must be very beautiful ,like flowers ,especially lily or lotus.Maybe it is somewhat mundane a figue of speech.

　　“Seems you are not in high spirit.”

　　“Maybe”

　　“What is wrong with you if you are willing to tell me”

　　“Nothing special,just i lost my job,no,in fact i quitted it”

　　“For what?”

　　“Too false a work ,too false an enviroment ,too hypocritical a society,maybe too sham humankind is”

　　“What do you want to do next?”

　　“Have no idea about it now”

　　“Your major?”

　　“Chinese classical literature”

　　“You look very young,and you will have a bright future.Mind telling me your age?”

　　“28”

　　“Golden age,but in my eyes you are at most around 20”

　　She did say the truth.It is the case with me.

　　“You should be accompanied by your gf now,and maybe she can share the sadness and anguish with you.You will feel more at ease.”

　　“I have no girlfriend”

　　It was deep into late then,just left she and i in the bar.

　　“Seems you are a quiet guy,no many words”

　　“Maybe”

　　“It is very late now.Would you like to follow me?”

　　Since the minute i saw her,i know something would happen.

　　“Maybe”

　　Then her apartment,we drank a lot of beerI forgot what i did or what we did next.

　　When i awaked,it was almost approaching the second-day noon,just me alone lying on the wide bed,beside me  a piece of paper reading “how do you feel now?you can choose to stay here if you are willing ”

　　I smiled a little.

　　Finish all what i should do,i looked around the room,big and strange,and also made a  piece of paper,walking out of the room leaving the door behind.

　　Which read：138.........